that time i was SO SCARED and TIRED!!!!
of course last night, i cant sleep well, keeping worried abt my result for the whole night.

i burst into tears!!!
i was so scared to see my result when it was almost my turn.
suddenly, i got an uneasy feeling so i went to toilet...
-.-'''

sounds weird!
haha!


WOW!
at that time when it was my turn after jia yi had received her result,...

a lot of ppl SUPPORT ME!
they were right wif me, surrounding me!
lols!
i was lucky today to have more supporters compared to others.

but I was very uncertain whether I could pass my result.
that's why!

nah, jia yi passed! she was really good...

total of ppl who had supported me!!!!

Ivy
Rachel
Jia Yi
Hau En
Lakkshna
Chan Ying
Diyana
Janice
Joyce
Thivya
Mansura
Lay Ling
Dr Keng and his wife

thank you, guys for supporting me!
:D
so happy and so touched!
*sniff*

for Ivy and Rachel, they wrote the cards for me and others too...

seem they wrote on them from the bottom of their hearts especially rachel!
thank u guys for encouraging me and too having good times we had spent for the past years!


ms voon, my form teacher, scared me OUT OF HELL!
WHAT THE HECK!!!

wat she had said was so HONEST and STRAIGHTFORWARD that could STAB onto my HEART SO DEEP!!!
my heart was wounded BADLY!
i cried SO HARD that i could not breathe, thinking i am going to DIE of suffocating!

there was wat ms voon had said to me...

"Ok. Here is ur result. Hmm...u fail one of subjects so... u cannot go to any poly!"

i was like... thinking too much!
thinking of being punished by GOD for my sin and too thinking of ending of my dream!
but i was not thinking of wanting to DIE!
cos i dun wanna die without achieving my dream and too for....hmmm...i could not die lar and i had a long way to go! :D
haha!

then i started to cry!
i replied in quite angry and disappointed tone," WHAT? WHY???!!!!!"

ms voon was speechless...

soon, she realized her mistake that she dun see the result as well as the codes of POLY properly!
then she apologized to me...

i was like...argh!
i am sooo embarrassed!!!!
WASTE MY TEARS!!!
*frown*

then i cried again!
it was not cos i was unhappy.
it was the tears of JOY!
yay!
i passed my O level and even could APPLY to poly!
:D

then it was hau en's turn...
there she passed!

HAPPY GRADUATION!

there were more ppl who had congratulated me through msn, email and sms...

Rachel Alaine
Ida
Zhi Jie
Zhicheng
Rafiqah
Elvin
Jinwen

my parents too congratulated me.
i wanna my reward is going back to my hometown and buy PSP (maybe) or many more that I have wanted for a long time!!!

we then celebrated at Pizza Hut!
whoa!
dr Keng treated us dinner!!!!
eat and talk joyfully!
:D

that's funny!
on the way to Pizza Hut on the bus,...
ivy told me to burn the ITE book.
Lols!
it is true that i dun wanna go to ITE.
and she knew and asked me to do it.
haha!
after all, she was joking mah.

the best moment is to pass our O level results and the celebration of our graduation!
sure jia yi, hau en and i miss our happy times we have shared in secondary school as well as our close friends!


there may has a new life ahead of me...
surely it is difficult...
but hopefully i can manage it.


PPL!
dun ask me wat poly i wanna go and wat course i wanna take!!!
this only depends on my points...
some of the courses i like but i cannot take in cos of my points...so pls dun ask me anymore qns abt wat poly or wat course.
i am still thinking of wat poly i wanna go and also which course i wanna take...
still have 5 days to decide!


nah, gonna to sleep early now...
cos last night I cant sleep well.
bb!
:D