Monday, January 5, 2009

WAT THE HELL!

OMG!

O level is released on 12 jan!!!

BUT who knows it will release on feb...mid of jan... 18 jan or wat?!

+.=

hau en says it will be on 12 jan...rafiqah says it is on 18 jan...and my friend says it is in the mid of jan...


ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!


i thought it was supposed on feb...?????

dr. victor keng too suspects that it may release after CNY...* just now, i had chatted wif him...*

SIAN! MOE never announces early leh and i found out just now....-.-

still panic now!!! plus i am not prepared yet!

when comes to result... i dunno whether i cry over it as it was serious or laugh over it as it was a joke???


confident???? where is my confident???



how i wish to start to pray...



dear jesus, not only i seek for my sake but for your sake...

and i know you have been with me all along and too watch over me. ever since i had been greedy in asking you for everything i want for myself.

now, i only want to seek you for confident and giving this to everyone- my friends and ppl around me who took o level.

bless them well.

jesus, do help others who had worked hard for their o level and may their efforts pay off. thanks.

amen.



u noe...i cry just now...

not only i haf no confident.

i feel i was secured by GOD.

"it is the tears of joy and gratitude." was wat dr. keng told me after i told him abt my true story.

tis had happened when i had recalled abt the incident which was the most unexpected thing befell on my mum.

it happened when i was very young.

he too told me," as a child, u cry out for GOD and HE hear ur cries. HE comes to help u."

ah, i cant tell u anymore.

only dr. keng knew. (dr. keng, do pls keep tis as a secret. ok? (:)



dr.keng told me everything abt GOD.

and now i am not only to understand but to realise how much GOD loves me and others no matter wat we had done.

thank to dr.keng for everything! :D *no mood to smile, still feel like to cry some more*

:(