haha!

i have changed to my NEW blog skin!

not bad hor!

(^^.)

*P.S. i alr have blown the dust away and refresh it.*

nah, that's all...

ya i am damn lame cos i dunno wat to say anymore...

mood swing all thanks to that monster UT2 who wanna make me having white hair!

(>.<)

psst! i miss the fun today...

that captain's ball....

argh!

:(

how should i look forward to it?

i cant wait, oh man...

many things are coming and cut into my ways....

(T.T)

debuted: 14 & 15 november

ALPHA CAMP IS AWESOME FUN!



u ever know that i become too lazy to blog lately!
>.<




i just simply post up the photos step by step...
from morning to night...
first day to last day....



all of us gather tgt
:)
haiz!
steven, joeeng, yewkim and airin... all waited for me... :P
thanks to them for not leaving me behind!
haha!

but they blamed me cos i was the one who caused them to be late for the alpha meeting...
lala~
who cares hor
xP


meeting starting soon after small breakfast....



nice toliet with FEMALE LOGO made out of "diamonds"!
i prefer a luxury one.
:x

nah, of course u know me well that i love living in ______ city and ______ life...
haha!
still, i understand how tough being poor is... ya... but hard to explain here...
lol!


my roommate is LYNETTE!
haha!

then i went inside that nice room after meeting and lunch @ lobby...
but u see bathroom sooo revealed... can see someone bathing inside and also shitting there...
:S
luckily, got curtain!
phew!
=_=


nice bed...make me feel wanna sleep for LIFE! hoho!
rest straight away...



after resting for a while, we all gather again for our own meeting about going out to swim! cool!
yewkim and i were pondering over for sooo long whether we wanna join to play or not...
and finally, we joined...played for only less than 20min!
(>.<)




SWIM BATTLE! :)



after swimming.... went out to have DINNER! woooohoooo!

after dinner, another meeting...
and then after meeting, my team went to my room to practice our drama for the next day...
think for so long abt wad is holy spirit and etc till 1 or 2am plus....
zzzzz!


think of good scenes...
and all thanks to steven made too much jokes that distracted them and also all thanks to lazy yanyu for leaving too many task on me....!
haiz...
in the end, we copied the acts frm one of the movies...
-___________-



on the last day...
meeting and drama time...
during drama time, other teams beside my team were so pro siex that can make ppl laugh especially wan qi and her sis!
cool!



then..................... go home~


lynette's team!
but two ppl are missing...
:s

2012 End of World Survival




yes, u see some people believe that 2012 is the end of the world.
EARTH WILL BE GONE?

it makes me wonder...

and i also asked rafiqah that kind of qns at McDonald last two friday...



but i somehow believe myself that those, who believe about the end of the world, are THE MOST DUMBEST ONES!
why do they BELIEVE IT?

i know that those ones who start this kind of joke to innocent ppl just to make money.

i am sorry.
i dun mean to offense ya, okay...
but that is BULLSHIT, alrite.

cuz there is:
NO STRONG EVIDENCE...
NO SCIENTIFIC PROOF...
ONLY LAME INTUITION & FANTASY THINKING...
(movie and rumor)



furthermore, does bible say abt the end of the world...?

(O_O)

meh?
yes, God is coming to save us from despair and etc...
and God does love us despite of our wrongdoings...
must have He destroy the mother earth including us?
destory our dream to be what we want to be and desire for?
destroy sth we finally achieve after putting so much effort with our blood and sweat?

NO WAY HE DOES THAT!

he will never do like that

I BELIEVE HIM.

if he really did that... what will i think of him...

i am uncertain of it...

it can be lost my trust in Him...

perhaps his reason should be more sensible...




ah, the GREAT historian and scientist; NOSTRADAMUS...
he obviously does not think that 2012 is the end of the world, because his predictions go to 3797, that's just the end of his prophecies and still not the end of the world.

in addition, it is obvious to millions of people including my family who know exactly what this means and that it is NOT the end, but a NEW cycle and most people that know this believe it will bring in a GOLDEN AGE.

that time i rmb i dream on 28 october(wed) abt the end of the world....
i rmb very well what i had seen in my dream.....
i can see the destructed RP buildings in front of my OWN eyes on the beginning of dream...
am i in YEAR 3, almost by the time i graduate from RP?
and among the few survivors, i am one of them

ah, and thanks to *YWD* for saving me all along in my dream.
then what happened to me at the end of my dream?
i really do not know...
i dun wanna see such disgusted things... dead corpse... blood... scream...
i merely close my eyes and ears, dun wanna see and i wanna to wake up asap!
>.<

is my dream trying to warn me?

i am CERTAIN of it that 2012 is out of REALITY.

one thing i wanna tell you certain guys...

PLS DUN THINK I DO GIVE AN EXCUSE!

AND PLS DUN STRESS ME ANYMORE!

THE MORE U FORCE ME, THE MORE I WANT TO GIVE UP!

DUN PUT & SQUEEZE UNNECESSARY REQUESTS INTO MY PRECIOUS TIME!

POLY, TRAINING, STUDY, LONG TIME AND SOON-TO-BE FRIENDS & FAMILY WHOM I NEED TO KEEP MY BOND STRONG WITH TO CARRY ON FOR MY FUTURE.

NEXT TIME, I WILL TELL U RIGHT STRAIGHT AWAY.

I CANT HELP SINCE I ALREADY HAD BEEN HONEST!

so pls dun blame me...

and also it is my choice and my own limitation.

NEXT, I KNOW WHAT MY PARENTS AGREE AND WHAT MY PARENTS OBJECT TO.

IT WAS NOT MY CHOICE WHEN COMES TO YOUR IMPORTANT REQUESTS.

i had already meet their expectation.

i also do ask them for permission to make sure abt it...

IF U WERE ME, U SEE WHAT KIND OF MY LIFE IS?

OR U WANT TO MAKE MY LIFE WORSE BY GOING AGAINST MY PARENTS?

WANT ME TO MAKE THEM LOST THEIR TRUST ON ME THRICE OVER THE LONG PERIOD OF TIME?

it is tough to make them trust me again all thanks to someone!

that changes their mindsets...

I ADMIT IT IS MY FAULT BUT WHY U PPL DUN UNDERSTAND ME?

SEE MY LIFE IS LIKE THIS AS IF IT IS AN EASY STORY & U DUN BOTHER TO SEE MY FULL AND LONG STORY SO U JUMP TO THAT CONCLUSION?!

U R LUCKY TO HAVE NICE FAMILY RULE THAT ALLOWS U TO GO OUT ANYTIME, RIGHT?

TO U GUYS, MY FAMILY, MY FAMILY RULE AND I R SUX TO THE MAX, OK?

UP TO U THINK THAT I AM AN UNLUCKY ASSHOLE THAT FUCK U AROUND!

GO AWAY!

i am tired of it...

YOz!!!
\(^o^)/



finally updated after such a long time of being busy!
;P


P.S. i bet u (LP) are happy right away upon seeing my post!
fufu!
:D



hahahaha!
surprise fer ya...
keke!
thanks a million times for ur help for G103 module!
(^v^)




anyway, i am in very GOOD MOOD~
only last for a while, man...
:(

but all thanks to my powerful brain, parents, someone and my darling friends for their supports & advices that i manage to get As!
:P



(enlargen it if u wanna see my As and comments from my faciltators)
*grin*

marketing B216 & web and media communication C111
i got As straight away 4 times in 4 weeks!
so two modules...
hmmm...
to be 8As!
yay!
better than asshole semester 1
lol!


all thanks to *YWD* who has helped, taught and also inspired me!
although i hate him the most for his "arrogant" attitude and he also is the one who scolds me sometimes for my own goods during team discuss and presentaton...

but i should be grateful!
:)
and same for my friends!
lala~


and the rest of modules sux to the max~
just only got Bs...
but i will do my best, alrite~
fighting!




however, i somehow am in BAD MOOD right NOW!
(>.<)
geez!

ut1 exams is coming right NOW, NOW!
omfgosh!

and there another ut2 on the beginning of december to the mid of december!

that means i am gonna bonker over time for being a volunteer for xmas party and my ut2 and my training for the coming of badminton competition at end of december....!!!???

argh~
(T.T)


c'mon, gal!
cheers!

hahas!

~my piece of thought~

LIVING IN DOG-EAT-DOG WORLD

Most dogs, beside the abused dogs, seem to have an easy life like sleeping a lot, getting fed and getting medical care when they are sick or injured.

People take their dogs out for a walk or play.

What a great life do the dogs have, right?

Well, we say people with a similar, carefree existence enjoy a dog’s life.

People have no troubles or responsibilities and can come and go as they please, sleep all day, and never have to work.

However not everyone has it so easy.

In fact, some people say we live in a dog-eat-dog world.

That means many people are competing among themselves for the same things, like good jobs, academy achievements and positions.

In order to be successful, a person has to work like a dog that have to work very, very hard.

Such hard work can make people dog-tired.

And, the situation could be worse if they became sick as a dog.

Still, people say every dog has its day which means that every person enjoys a successful period during his or her life.

To be successful, people often have to learn new skills.

Yet, some people say that you can never teach an old dog new tricks.

They believe that older people do not like to learn new things and will not change the way they do things.

Some people are compared to dogs in bad ways like those who are unkind or uncaring can be described as meaner than a junkyard dog.

Junkyard dogs live in places where people throw away things they do not want while mean dogs are often used to guard this property.

Mean dogs bark or attack people who try to enter the property.

However, sometimes a person appears to be mean and threatening but is really not so bad.

We can say his bark is worse than his bite.

~COGNITIVE PROCESS & PROBLEM SOLVING~

that's my presentation i did for today's problem.

:)

such gorgeous ppl!

P.S. i do this as much as i like since i am leader of team!

lala!

very fun

:P

got more pictures but lazy to upload

nah!

i have been a leader of that module two times and too be an assistant for my leader once in every week in 3 weeks...

i understand how stressful the leader is after i have tasted my own position as a leader of my team...

all thanks to God for saving me frm trouble where i suddenly went blank in the mid of presenting

:x

and also thanks to Him for help me to guide my team to work together effectively!

:)

i must think of more and beyond good explanation and solution to solve every problem statements

yet i get mostly B and rarely get A!

zzzz!

why!?

oh ah, getting grade C becomes so few lately compared to last semester!

muhahahahaha!

gosh!

same for maths module too....

my members choose me cos they can see me having many good "common sense" answer in my WS as well as can explain on some questions they dun get it.....

lols!

but being a leader is a great lesson for me to learn!

:D

last night on 16 OCTOBER!
i went to watch the movie with yue e!
oh my gosh!
watch till 11.30pm!
and then reach home at 12.30am!!!





it is KOREAN movie- HAEUNDAE



that was sooOOOOOO SAD STORY!

million MILLION ppl die during that WORST DISASTER!
:(

I RECOMMEND U THAT IT IS A GREAT MOVIE EVER!

the best movie i ever have seen!

best in my movie list i have watched all my life!

:D

of course i also like one of japanses movie- koizora, sky of love

u rmb abt my nose being blocked

and i was angry why hiro must die of cancer...

lol!

and to be true...

i have seen many love stories in many movies like example of koizora...

but all are too common as well as fantasy movies like harry potter or horror like aliens/ghosts or psycho like murderer/crime or supernatural like resident evil: extinction.

this haeundae movie is sth that give me a very different feelings like a real life experience and too "duty"!

COOL!

:D

especially those BRAVE PEOPLE above!

1) the "long-lost" or "divorced" lovely couple (mom hugged little girl and beside mom was a dad)....

dad had lost trust by an idiot chief hence, he suffered a lot of stress by trying to warn people about the coming of the mega disaster.... and also the couple gave their precious daughter away to the rescue team due to the limited number of people saved so in the end, both of them... haiz!

2) the prince of sea, the lifesaver (on the second right, wore black shirt)...
he sacrificed his life to that COWARD BASTARD into the deadly and raged sea...!

that woman (beside the lifesaver, wore white blouse) was so sad to see him like this in her own eyes!
$#@&!!!!

that coward bastard.... he is such a pain in the ass!

the lifesaver and that woman are so hard to get together, hardly together till the last moment because of coward bastard.........

(T.T)

3) the loser (first on the left, wore green shirt)...
despite his cowardice, he saved 13 people on the water....

haha!

his expression is so funny!

but he also lost his one and only loved one due to his selfish act....

i really feel sad for him and also somehow angry with him...

so i got mixed feeling abt him.

4) the fisherman and the orphan (blue shirt man and the woman behind him)...
well, i kinda hard to explain
:P

no kidding!

it is already too sad enough!

grieve over their deaths....

BOOHOOOO!!!!!

i cried in the dark cinema

no one can see my face with sour look!

my jacket is wet with my salty tears

:x

LOL!

~LAUGH GAG ONLY~

:)




Solution for unhappy employees



Don't park your car like this please…



How dare the sheep is? And where should it go next… suicide?



Take this cool Ride



Is that You? Such a cool pose!



Practise safe sex? Only DUMB people will follow that instruction!

go MV Doulos @ harbourfront!

walk up to the bridge~

:)

wat's wif joeeng?

(O_O)
lol!

it make me feel secure upon I step on the ship!

AND!

i like to see such nice view on the sea!

:P

n i like the cool and smell like sea wind~~~

+staircase that lend us to go inside the ship+

the ppl in the ship shared their stories
and the stories abt God they told us were very amazing!

they got many cool and creative ideas and demos to tell us the story that relate to GOD <3>
*P.S. lazy to take more photo of other ppl beside that bread man...*

:x

during that time when the bread man told us to draw and explain on wat we imagined...


fufufufu~
i drew that picture so ugly
:x
i dunno why i lost my fashion idea…
(T.T)

other team drew it…
not bad!
;)

ah, that's all...

lol

too lazy to blog more abt it

wei tjin and yan zhen’s HAPPY wedding!




haha!
i wore that blue dress…
totally uncomfortable!
:S
cuz i long time never wear any skirt!
:P
keke!
*dun feel like wearing dress anymore*

haiz!
i somehow regret that i dun get the best dress…
oops!
lalala~
no more $$$
:(



i see………………….
ginny wore super nice dress!
joe eng wore super sexy blouse and a pair of jeans!
lynette wore super mature dress!

and yew kim wore super luxury dress!
(T.T)
*sob*



met my friends first....

then went to the church...
and then watched them getting marry

<3

so sweet of them being so nervous and shy

:)

haha!



after that, we took bus to sentosa to have buffet


SBS blocked the nice trees behind me!
=.=


:D

ALL THANKS to me for lending and helping her to put on makeup

to make her look gorgeous!

same for yew kim...

and they also should thank to ginny for helping them as well!

:P


OMGOSH!
i looked scary, man…?
(>.<)




nah, finally reach buffet!


a lot of guests were invited

:P

and that restaurant at the hotel looked so LUXURY!

whoooohoooo!


haha!
did i look like a daughter of erni and victor, didn't i?
lol!
xD
joking!

P.S. erni looked so elegant and victor look like VIP MC.

lolz!

(^.^)


smile, JOYCE!




then there had a speech frm wei tjin’s best friend~
talk abt wei tjin's life...

his parents...

his wife...

and her parents...
lolz!


next…
LUNCH TIME!
whoa!
ladies and youngsters went first!
i took 3~4 plates of food!
:P

nice and delicious food!
*make me drool*
hehe!

especially lobsters!

kyah!


haha!
u noe that I am greedy over only FOOD!
muhahahahaha!
*P.S. dun blame my FAT stomach*
xP

lynette, the driver!

:D


BLEAH!
:P

i am shortie

:(

only 164cm....

i am somehow sad

cos i wanna be tall like her

:x

lols!

when it ended…
all of us, MHI took photos together before leaving buffet.
WAT A GREAT MEMORIES!
;)