prefect couple???

me and haruma miura

haha!

just joking!

heh!

i did that pic for FUN!

;)

and it is getting more interesting!

and for u, rachel, i will try to find a idol and match ur face into hers...

seem very difficult..

lols

i may take my time to do tis, alrite

:D

MUHAHAHAHA!

woooohoo!

i finally DID IT after my umpteenth try!

yay!

seem i gonna crazy!

:D

:D

haha!

dun be too surprised!

heh!

it is me on that photo above!

:))))))

it took me half a day to complete.

lols!

is it for real...

or fake?

haha!

:D

wow!

i love to watch japanese movies

lols!

but only for the best and popular movies!

:)

i had alr watched japanese movie:

hana yori dango final
(boys over flowers)

@
http:///www.mysoju.com

very nice and even very funny!
<<<3

<3>

;D

and after that...
i watched another japanese movie:

koizora
(sky of love)

damn it
i DUN WANNA WATCH it EVER AGAIN!!!
that heartbroken story really killed me!
i cried SO DAMN HARD
and my nose was blocked!
my table was full of used tissues!
OMG!
i cant breath leh
and kept crying till the very end of the story...
-.-'''
stupid!
why must hiro died frm the CANCER???!!!
and why must that STUPID CANCER tear those two sweet lovers apart??!!
warrrgghh!

*my eyes are swollen rite now*

:(

lols!

love to watch KOREAN DRAMA

BOYS OVER FLOWERS

( HANA YORI DANGO KOR.)

<<<<33333

so nice!
i feel sorry for that female main character, Jandi as she was bullying so badly...

:(

and for Koo Jun Pyo, he is so cute and funny in some way when he is afraid of insects!

;)

still watching!

haha!

:D

:D

i love it!

dear Jesus,

i would like You to accept me for becoming a Christian.

i will work to serve You

and too apply the words into my everyday life.

i believe in You

and i have took in the body of Christ and the blood of the Christ.

so my body and spirit are under Your control.

i will help others and spread to them in the name of Christ.

amen.

well, i alr had become Christian after taking in the body and the blood of the Christ.

because i believe in God

and the words in the bible show me sth that i need to understand wat i dun understand or cannot solve the difficulties within me.

everything in the bible is true

and i haf experienced many difficulties.

just like wat lynette had said in mhi fellowship...

the closer i am to God, the lesser the problems i haf

it is because i haf faced many difficulties

and thus i become stronger!

(:

there is sth that i fear the most is death!

lynette said that if i believe in God and pray to Him, those words will calm me down before my last breath...

i am scared after hearing the story abt the death of her friend!

oh my...

another thing...

ivy, u r right.

i am sorry..!

everyone in my group agreed tat...

my parents scold me cos they care abt me

and too my friends say out terrible things (say out sth honestly) in front of me cos they care abt me.

well, i understand right now.

of course, i was hurt after hearing those terrible words

and i haf to bear wif the grudges.

so sorry, ivy.

(p.s. dun tell anyone abt wat had happened, alrite ivy)

oh yea...

tat's good!

i had a talk wif my parents just now...

it is better for me to republic poly first to complete my IT diploma...

and then i will go to NAFA to complete my Media and Design diploma.

that is wat i suggested to parents

after my IT diploma at RP, i will go to take media and design diploma at NAFA.

to me, it is a good suggestion!

(:

*confident*

in fact, if i learn and know more abt IT, i may haf many chances of being accepted to many IT or technology companies.

so that's why i dun wanna take media and design over IT first.

for media and design, i can do after IT diploma and also i can do as i may haf learnt the animation frm IT on 3rd year.

furthermore, i can learn as much as i like, rite?

cant only focus on IT...

learn both of them will enable me to find any jobs easily!

:D

be a office worker or a cartoonist!

any will do as long as i get a GOOD job!

:D

:D

HOORAY!!!

XD

I passed my NAFA tests!
and i was accepted to NAFA!!!

so happy!
yes!!! YES!!!

*just now, i receive the letter*
lols!

but i am still worried abt hau en...

ah yes, we took the same test and even she sat beside me, taking nafa tests.
same for wei lie but in different campus.

i never see hau en online in msn much, man.
*worried*

somehow, sth pops out in my mind.
i dun noe whether i wanna go nafa or republic poly…
i dunno wat to do...
oh god, which one of paths should i choose???
nafa or republic???

help me, jesus!

i LOVE art so i should go to NAFA…
but i also LOVE IT (got animation in 3rd year) and even work on computer so i should go to republic poly…

wargh!
x@

gonna discuss wif my parents!

wat a rotten day!!!!

i went to jia yi's hse to play tennis...

but i dun noe that the tennis court dun haf balls leh...

-.-'''

plus i dun bring my own balls.

wat the...!

and wat i had brought my racket along for?!

*frown*

we never played there, just talked and even played at playground

but it still was fun!

:D

we got a lot of things to talk @ her lobby after exercising @ gym!

we also shared a little secrets and too some a bit, BIT dirty stuffs!

haha!

jia yi was sooo funny when talking abt dirty stuffs

but she dun talk abt it TOO much, alrite.

same for me.

heh!

;)

then we went out again to play basketball.

we alr went wild and even crazy!

we rebounded (we snatched the ball away frm each other)

and we goaled as much as we liked!

:)

:)

haha!

we perspired so much.

wat a perfect timing!

she goaled!!!

i was totally tired!

no energy to throw the ball to goal...

SO FUN!

there i had counted...

i won

bwahahaha!

i won over jia yi by 25-20!

but actually i cheated.

lols!

it was only a game, no prize through lor...

wanna play basketball again next time!

i miss a shot!

the ball bounced out...

geez!

i may go to her place again tmr!

to play tennis and even go sauna!

\(^o^)/

but still i had a great time wif jia yi!

i feel much better now...

watching love letter at youtube can cheer me up!

it even can make me laugh all day long!

:D

i haf watched all love letter season 2 eps. in last 15 days!

wahahaha!

now i am watching love letter season 3!

yay!

i enjoy it v. much.

<3

seem i am getting crazy even more right now, liking to watch korean shows.

i like kim jong min (the comical guy) the most.

<3

<3

his actions and the way he talks are sooo HILARIOUS and even his answers to the qns given by MC make NO SENSES!!!

i laugh so hard and i am going to die!

psst!

my stomach hurts like hell all cos of his silly ans and actions

and my parents think i am insane frm laughing so loud...

i really want jong min to continue showing up in all of love letter eps.!

(:

(:

so u guys dun miss it!

it is a must!

sure that show can cheer u up and even makes u laugh till u die

;D

so watch tis "LOVE LETTER"!

Graduation Night 2008!

:D

(*20 September*)

for the first and the last best times i have ever had!

;)

she is my mum...


and he is my dad.

my close graduated friends!

miss all of u guys!

=p

but that time which i haf hated the most is to stay under the SUPER HOT SUN for almost 3 hours!

we sweated a lot and our makeups was 'MELTING'!!!

lols!

it was all ms pilo's fault...

geez!

she kept talking leh...

anyway, i also miss some of my graduated friends beside jiayi and hau en...

amanda

beile

vanthia

christian

and so on!

Two more days to Valentine Day!

seem i am gonna crazy.

haha!

but actually it is not very easy for me to say some hint sentences to him...

argh!

imagine...

if i told him by sms on that day, i did hope he would not tell anyone...

simply i just tell him like,

"aiyo, i never see u for so long man!"

and so on...

psst!

(P.S. ivy told me that sentence...)

-.-'''

it sounds like i make myself stupid for the sake of him.

and IF i told him that, he MIGHT suspicious of me that i L*KE him...

then he might tell someone and someone might say, "wa! OMG!"

WAT IF!!!!????

i am scared leh!

i sure will die of embarrassment!

somehow

i still thinking if i should tell him or NOT?!

it was SUPER soooooooooo difficult!

and wat abt other party????

i fear the objection and too laughingstock may arise!

oh god...

dun think it is easy leh!

when u r in love wif him especially under such circumstances (i cant tell u wat circumstances are, alrite!), u will be in difficult position after confessing ur love to him or other way he may put u in such spot (sort of trouble or embarrassing).

i am totally serious!

WAT SHOULD I DO????!!!

WAT CAN I DO???!!!

if only i am not in love, my mind is full of freedom...

no need to worry abt the consequences of other parties!!!

WHAT THE...!

i had not prepared sth yet!
so did joe eng!
we did miss out one of the games but anthony said that it was ok…
our plan was so CLOSE to failure but still managed to make the guests enjoying the event.
all thanks to anthony, vanessa and pauline for helping us!

oh my…!
yesterday was the last day to prepare for CNY party!
still thinking of unfinished games and decoration!
i felt like we did it at last minute!

still panic!
furthermore, we r stressed and felt that we haf no confident to make ppl happy on CNY party…
-.-'''

anyway, thanks to anthony for treating joe eng and me dinner!
:D

for the last 3 days to yesterday,
all we did was to rush there to there and carry tis and that everywhere.
plus, the items we were supposed to buy were so heavy and so big!
very tired!

anthony told us to calm down…
but how can we suppose to be calm down?
we were worried tat the guests may be unsatisfied and also there had something that was uncompleted!

we had always hoped that event would work out well.

today,
i had to get up so early and went to mhi dic to continue on the decoration and games preparation.
i was tired and too sleepy…
that time, i tried to bear wif it no matter wat!
(:


there!
i miss everyone, my old friends!
:D
glad to see u guys come for CNY party!

when I first met wei lie, i was speechless.
but he is wei lie after all.
he changed his hair style as well as his appearance.
like frm pretty boy into cool and pranky boy.
lols
but his attitudes still are the same!
:D
haha!

i noe mandarin orange treasure was fun but too bad that the space was too small for many ppl to watch and support their own teams.
my apologies!
:(


ah!
see leon and james challenged each other.
totally funny especially james!
all he tried his best to dance in robot style but somehow he did sth make leon look like a fool.
and everyone laughed!
my god!

when it was the next person’s turn to dance in hot/sexy style, i was FREAKING shocked!
Totally freakin’ SHOCKED, alright!
i just pretended to laugh…
-.-
u noe who, rite?
i cant hold much longer and kept staring at her…
same for joe eng, looking at me as if she wanna tell me sth abt her.
oh my gosh!

for ivy, rafiqah, lakk and some of boys and girls, their dance styles were not bad…
i noe that some of them were shy!
haha!

i planned tat game so as to make ppl to feel comfortable slowly and too become stronger and braver slowly when standing in the centre of many ppl.
:D
even though my idea of that game was bad, it was alright as i can try to choose the better idea of tat game for the next party!

hey, ivy!
do tell me early abt the best idea of that game!
(:
so ppl will not get bored easily, alright.

there was prize-giving after dance picking.

so sorry, my SAC friends…
u cant get the first prize, only get second prize or third prize…
i am so sorry…
try ur best to get the first prize next party, ok?
:D
cheers!

1st prize-grpE

2nd prize-grpD

3rd prize-grpA

4th and 5th prize-grpB & grpC

aiyo!
wat a pity tat jia yi miss that fun…

hope u dun miss the fun next time, alrite (:

lols!
after cleaning up in the party and having a talk wif anthony, i went to meet my friends to play arcade.
super fun but tired!
i kept working for half a day (12 hours non-stop)!
reach home late at 11.30pm.

there is sth i wanna say out instead of keeping it to myself.

there at the party,
dun think i looked like a fool just cos i smiled to someone that i dun like.
nothing means i smiled at someone that i dun like cos they were my guests.

i dun give a damn abt it!
i am serious!

only way i haf done is to smile cos i dun wanna spoil the party, ppl’s moods and the atmosphere.
furthermore i also am organizing that party wif joe eng.
so that is my responsibility.
there is no way for me to give someone a shit look.
oh god why?!

is that i changed bit by bit???
or i simply let the past bygone by bygone???

and also some more that i dun like ppl who JUST CARED ABT FOOD!
they came for the sake of food…
and they too came late for food, not playing together through the games!
those were some of DUMB ppl!

NEVER spare the thought of the purpose for coming to CNY party is to ENJOY the moment wif their old friends and SHARE the joy!

i dun like to see some ppl writing on the feedbacks…

“that food is important”…
and

“that the games are boring”…

(i feel that they dun like fun and they JUST sat and watched and finally commented that the games were boring!
who the hell they were for not joining and supporting their own teams or not participating MORE?!
look like as if they hid into one corner.)

i felt i dun do a good job enough!
feel like i blame myself leh!

some ppl were unhappy cos they felt that we treated them no good enough…
like they joined the groups that were strangers to them and they preferred to join together wif their old friends.

the purpose for joe eng and I had done for them was to separate them frm their old friends and mix wif other new friends.
so they should noe that we wanted them to get along and too together as teams!!!!!



look like my first time organization for CNY party is a failure.
how disappointing!
i am disappointed wif myself, not guests lar.
oh god…

geez!

we visited MS HAN’s place!

for a long time i had ever seen and talked to her since the last visit was at my old school 3 years ago!

i still miss her leh ever if after i had visited her today!

lols!
we got a lot of things to talk and even ate lunch together at her place!
the more, the merrier!
:D
whoo!

that time…
after church and fellowship, i rushed to station to meet shiy and lakk.
i had to bring them to her place, man.
cos they dunno where she lives.
and also i had to go back to station again to bring the rest after ida arrived at her place.

hau en, rachel and i waited for chan ying and joyce for more than one hour!
my legs were so tired and i perspired too much!
geez!

how i wish singapore has 4 SEASONS instead of only summer!

and when i returned to her place, lakk told me that ms han was WORRIED abt me!

she kept saying,

“where is zhoumeng?”,
“why does she take so long?”

and so on!

haha!
i am glad to hear that!

of course, my first time to hear ms han saying like that!
and she is the first teacher i had ever heard!
:D

joe eng cant go wif me…
her bad…
seem she was so busy…
and so did wei lie.
haiz!

there ms chan came to join us!
we listened to ms chan talking
wat she had talked abt was…
our future!

sound like she was worried abt our future!

there i was lucky again!
same for rachel!
we got the same sentiment of the fortunate telling paper…

“Your hard work will soon be rewarded.”

that means i will be rewarded after working hard for the CNY party!?
i hope my reward is LOVE!
haha!

i hope sth GOOD will happen on the valentine day!
i hope it will be a good guy and too hope he will be my ideal bf.
:D
ohplease!

*pray*

:D

:D

and for rachel, it is to pass her o level result!
lols!

heh!

:))))))